#DirtyLaundry: Cult Leader to Sexual Predator

Those of us who have had to suffer the company of Dirty Laundry in the Aadheenam have seen and observed many things about her which we never mentioned. Leaving Brahmacharis rooms early in the morning, taking them to secluded locations on campus in the name of filming videos, touching them inappropriately, surrounding herself with young boys more than 10 years younger to her – the list is endless.

This was something that struck me as soon as I moved to the Aadheenam – why was the social media team like 5 boys and Sarah? It seemed odd to me that a Brahmacharini would build a team where she spent the whole day with young boys. Note: they were never ever Indian or Asian, always young, Western White boys. Yikes. On several occasions, I noticed that even when these boys would enter the Aadheenam and chose a different department to be in, she somehow always roped them into the Social Media team. More so, she had them working all through the night, and slept in the day, where majority of the Aadheenavasis would be asleep and she would have her privacy with them.

I felt a little alarmed when I would see that she would take these boys to secluded areas in the Aadheenam in the name of shooting videos. Somehow, whenever a girl joined that team, she would be abused and belittled by Sarah so badly that within a couple of weeks, they would leave the team and move on to another one. Sarah was pretty good at making sure it was just her and her boy-toys.

Even when she was “recruiting for the cult”, she targeted young, impressionable boys, convincing them that she was some sort of a Divine being, and luring them into the Aadheenam. The strangest thing was – all of us had enriched many to join the Aadheenam to live our beautiful lifestyle – but it was only those in her team who had no connection to Swamiji whatsoever, only to her.

The thing is, those boys literally WORSHIPED her. They would do whatever she told them to, hang on to her every word. She had them spellbound and completely believe that she was some kind of Devi, a Goddess. Recently, I heard from an individual who used to be in her team was that the only reason he came to the Aadheenam was because she convinced him that she was some kind of enlightened Goddess. When he came to the Aadheenam, he realized that she was nothing close to that, nothing but an abusive tyrant, and he was so disappointed by this, that he left. Only after leaving did he connect to Swamiji and his teachings, and has realized the deviousness of what she was doing.

One other Brahmachari who was on her team at the time reported that in the name of ‘friendliness’ and jokes, she would often touch them, high-five them, touch their shoulders, their chests, their faces. Many of them were highly uncomfortable by this and were too scared of her to say anything.

Who wouldn't be scared?

I// make jokes, but this was seriously concerning in a monastery. Males and females have a completely limited interaction with each other, and here she was ruining the celibacy of these boys by being a predator.

Last year, when Sarah Laundry went back to Toronto to renew her VISA, several people reported that she was seen spending many nights in the room of a young boy. This boy was maybe 21 or 22 years old, more than 10 years younger than her. She was with him, locked in the room till morning, and on many nights, it seemed as if she coerced him into going into that room with her, when he wanted to go home or leave. I had heard of those more than a year ago from 3-4 people and I believed it because I had seen how she would behave with these boys in the Aadheenam.

Something else that I noticed was that she would always cosy up to those that she felt were important to Swamiji. When I read Sri Nithya Sundareshwara Maharaj’s post, it became clear. No wonder she was always behind the Gurukul boys to make videos! Swamiji always spent so much time with the kids, laughing, making jokes, giving them extraordinary visions for their future. Every time He did this with anyone – she would go out of her way to be a predator.

She had a clear fetish – she wanted to be some kind of Devi, Goddess and she wanted all these boys at her feet, hounding her like dogs. She had always had a cult leader mentality and she didn’t fail to bring that out even within her own department.

After seeing the recent social media atrocities from her, and Jordan Lozada’s comments on her post – She seems to have successfully recruited him into the Laundry Cult. The same behaviour continues, licking her feet and dumbly nodding their head to everything she says like puppies.

While all of this is incriminating enough, I was truly shocked to hear that she was completely infatuated with Swamiji. In the recent days, many have revealed the embarrassing conversations they have had with Sarah, where she has outright stated that she wants to be Swamiji’s Devi, that she wants to be naked in front of him, where she has persistently begged to be among those serving Him his food, etc. She has tried several ways to seduce Him. She has asked many of the Brahmacharinis if they have had relationship with Swamiji, and when each one has been horrified and asked her what was wrong with her, she simply continued to persist in finding out how she can get near Him. While on social media she bragged about being among those closest to Him, in truth, she was never allowed to go near Him except among a larger group of people, and never within any close quarters.

One brahmacharini told me how Sarah begged to be let into His personal quarters. She was sent away as no females are allowed there, and despite this she begged to be let in, and said that “as His Devi, it was her right to serve him personally”.

She has held on to this fantasy of being Devi, of sitting on His lap, of seducing Him, and has, in the process, ruined many young boys’ futures as Sanyasis and monks.

The crimes of #DirtyLaundry run deeper than we know, and no matter what inner violence and depravity she hurls on His Divine Holiness, those of us who actually lived with her are here to tell the tale of how a racist, predatory, extorting, cult leader systematically attempted to use an innocent monastery for her own fetish.

Ew